gamer84

Sometimes, nostalgia really sucks. It brings on the weird depression, not the type of wanting to end your life. But to keep going and missing the past and hurting at the same time. For me it's booting up that old windows 98 and looking back at old MSN/Yahoo messages, big chats that I saved back in the early 2000nds. Seeing how different I use to be, so out going and random but having fun and wanting everyone else to have fun. I and a few friends were the center of it all, logging on and chatting it up about random and literally stupid stuff. I was also girl crazy back then, also love crazy. I wanted to find love and date whatever girl was interested in me. Which got me hurt a lot back then, either it not working out or getting cheated on and even hurting other people. Some relationships I threw myself into it too deep, got myself hurt a lot, lost a few friends. Either because my time was more towards the girl I was with or them not liking who I was with. But also close to the end of